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These are my colours of my life.Name's Fabian and i'm from Singapore. Music saves my soul and i want to travel the world one day. Age: 22   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tag
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I don't want to be alone today
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 2:49 AM
Sorry people, wasn't in the mood to blog yesterday. Even now, I ain't exactly feeling very perky at the moment. Thank you bert for accompanying me tonight, i wouldn't know how to pass through tonight. The more i think it, the more it hurts. It has never left my mind since the thought entered my head 2 months ago. Even though it has impacted me greatly. I'm just curious, did it impact you in any way? I don't have the will to stay alive for the mere reasons that normal people live for, such as family and friends. You might say i have a different agenda for living, even now im still searching for it now. Life just look so bleak and colorless now. Am i that unwanted? I'm probably going to die in some lonely hole someday, and no one's going to give a shit about it. |