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These are my colours of my life.Name's Fabian and i'm from Singapore. Music saves my soul and i want to travel the world one day. Age: 22   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tag
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Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 5:48 AM
Went to Orchard/Somerset area with Xinting and Edwin today to celebrate my birthday for the 2nd time. Sadly Weiting couldn't join us, please get well soon ok? :) We shall have another outing soon! We went to Shokudo Food Market @ Heeren, tried the palette there. I guess u could say it was decent for its price, tried sake for the first time in my life too. Tasted really like vodka but a lot stronger, didn't like the taste. Maybe alcohol is not my kind of thing. Watched Paper Heart next, which severely received negative reviews from both XT & Ed. Although i find it very plain and boring, i kinda saw the message of the show and ill give it 2/5 stars. After chowing down on frolick yogurt, we chilled at SMU over some beancurd. Received my 2nd present of a year. Thanks for the present girls, really needed and appreciated it. Chatted for an hour or two, took the night rider home. =========================================================================== On a more serious note. Was not in a mood to go back home yet, felt happy that Edwin accompanied me by walking around the neighborhood. We had a really long talk, which straightened me out and made me think of things. I really don't want to be a person that is unreliable, i have some flaws which i really dislike about myself now. Talking really opened some things that i haven't been able to see before. Made me appreciate things that i have for granted. Made me aim for what kind of person i want to become. To be able to respect myself. Someone that people can rely on me for help. Words we may not impact us that much, however the impact that it brings to other people might be a lot more than we think it will be to them. I will piece my life back together, at the same time fix the flaws that i have now. Shall be a better person. Please be patient with me everyone. These are all the apologies that i want to address to everyone. I'm Sorry School/FYP Mates, i haven't really been a good person in school. Didn't hang out with you guys as much as i wanted to. Didn't do my work as much as i really wanted to. I want to be able to open up to you guys. I'm Sorry my beloved family of mine, i haven't really been a good soon. I shall cherish you a lot more now and try my best to be filial son. I'm Sorry Bertrand, i haven't been exactly been a good friend to you as well. Even though, we may not be on good talking terms now, i hope we will continue to be best friends in the years to come. I'm Sorry for being a nightmare to you, i shouldn't have been so such a dense horrible person. My emotions and impatience got the best of me, i won't let it ever happen again. I really wanted to tell you in person, but that wasn't possible. I hope that one day, we will be back to our chatty usual selves again. Im Sorry Edwin, you did not deserve all the crap and ways i acted all these years to you. Just want to say i respect you a lot and i am grateful for all the advice you have given me so far. It has really impacted me. Thank you for being my best friend and for being by my side the whole time, What could i have done without you. One day i want to be able to be a person that is able to give you advice back and make you feel worthy that you are my friend. The chat with XT and Ed about us growing old and still being friends is still fresh in my mind. I really want that to happen. I did imagine this a bit in the past, however I did not expect them to think to such great detail about the future, it was funny and great. I honestly want the future to be that bright together with everyone that i cherish now. With this i end this long post. Sorry for the major eye bleeding! Shall be going to the gym with Edwin tomorrow. |