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Welcome.
These are my colours of my life.Name's Fabian and i'm from Singapore. Music saves my soul and i want to travel the world one day. Age: 22   Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tag
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I love my new new blog song!
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 5:52 AM
Yes, its 6 am and im still awake. Played dota and blasted music all night :) Also pondered about stuff.. Like why have i been so emotional recently, thinking back i think it cant be helped. The feelings were real, it really made me feel like my life rosy and perfect. I couldn't get over what happened next, the emptiness and loneliness i felt when it came. But as time went on, when i calmed down. It got me thinking. What i wanted in life, what i lacked, what i needed to become. I guess you can say it caused the gears of my life to move. All my life, i have been a empty shell. Living for the sake of living. I didn't know what i want. Felt emotionless and thus my introverted nature, but all these things have changed. Even though I have decided not to chase this fruitless dream any longer, i shall cherish these feelings and what i gained from this. Shall never regret that this ever happened to me. Sure, i will feel lonely from time to time. But i'll see life in a different light now, ill get by somehow. Maybe someday ill find something as wonderful as this again but i am sure that You will forever stay as someone important to me. |